is she...is she not?

Fat, my work partner selama setahun ini tnyata nyoba tes jadi PNS kemarin-kemarin dan akhirnya dia hanya tinggal nunggu hari buat wawancara terakhir yang menentukan masuk ato nggak, which i think she got 98% possibility of hired on becoming pegawai negeri.


what i'm thinking is i'm going to be swamped with what she left behind later on and need some time to adjust or continue of what she's doin now and with her substitution, kynya masi got no clue when she's leaving. Kept thinkin about it the whole night (last nite).


Fat was actually still doubt about her choice, but she really dreaming of become PNS as she said to me back then but I never realize it will come this fast. She's looking for advices which 70% agreed to take it and 30% to blow it off and i'm one of the 30% since i'm only telliing to follow her heart but did gave comparison to here and there, there will be no bonus - no working (holidays) abroad (or Bali trip) that often..he .. he :p - kind of hard to lose her. She probably looking for a steady job for her future but what i've heard (correct me if i'm wrong) its not easy to compete or climb up for the career improvement over there, its always based on political issues. (does it?).

just cant wait to hear her final decision, hope its best for her in the end.